My Career is like...........

SHIT. why?? I saw the schedule and it seems like there is going to be another 10 outlet going renovation. My job is supposed to be developing software and maintain a reliable network and provide innovation. Now, it seems like my job is dismantling the computer and lcd and doing all the shit work.Why it seems like other people job so easy, walk around places to drink coffee and eat sushi and pay is so damn high can afford car and condos while i work so hard, try to do thing which is best for company and i still get peanuts??Am i going thru depression? Can depression be cured?? I am very sure it can. If lilian increase my pay. I dun understand, how can she be so farking mean?? The company is making money like siao and how can they save on so many thing??Question is: Do u think I can find a better job? I dun have a degree. Everyone outside is like having a degree. i dun have. why? Cos i dun have money.Anyway , i must thanks the Gahmen. they implement CPF, then Medisave, if they din have medisave, I think my 3 wisdom tooth will be here to stay, but thanks Kuan Yew, Choke Tong and Hsien Long. U saved my gum.